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Photo:
Bernard
Bonnet
My
family flees from the enemy and not to
become German, accepts the proposal of the
French government to take some land in
Algeria, a French colony since
1830.
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Madeleine
Algeria (Part
1)
Bernard
Bonnet
from
France
Alsace,
France 1871 The German army invades Alsace, my
ancestors' birthplace. My family flees from the
enemy and not to become German, accepts the
proposal of the French government to take some land
in Algeria, a French colony since 1830.
Cassaigne,
Algeria, August 1953
I
was born on a very hot summer day in the public
school where my mother was principal. Cassaigne was
my father's village where my parents decided to
live after their marriage. My parents were the
first generation to be educated. My grandparents
had quit school when they were twelve to work at
the farm. My mother was a teacher and my father a
surveyor. As you can see, it was a very modest
family of small farmers and state employees. To
understand well this story, it is important to
understand the following story.
Cassaigne,
Algeria, summer 1957
The
first signs of the Independence war broke out inour
western region. One night the school where we lived
was machine-gunned by the F.L.N. (National Front of
Liberation). My mother was terrified and decided to
ask for a transfer to France. I was four and I left
a country that was mine without memories
except for three or four images buried in my head.
My parents were transferred to a small, green,
peaceful town in the center of France, far from the
Mediterranean Sea, the sun, the
vineyards.
My
maternal grandparents, retired, arrived in France
one year later. My paternal grandparents stayed in
Algeria until the end of the war. They did not want
to leave their house and their land. They took one
of the last boats to Marseilles with two bags. They
stayed in Marseilles, just upon the harbor facing
their country, as they wanted to be ready to go
back in just in case.
I
grew up in a family who never understood what
happened. Algeria, colonialism and Arabs were
always subjects of arguments with my parents. They
were very bitter and unable to analyze that it was
a normal process and a legitimate aspiration for
Algerian people to conquer their autonomy. They
became more and more racist and right wing. My
sister and I took malicious pleasure in affirming
our opposite ideas during dinners, transforming
immediately these quiet familial moments into storm
debates.
I
was never very nostalgic about this past. I had
almost no memories of my four first years in
Algeria. We lived far from the south of France
where most of the repatriated settlers from Algeria
were established and where they kept alive the
nostalgia of their lost paradise. I even
took an intellectual pleasure in believing that I
had no roots and was, therefore, free of any
sentimentalism. Those were probably my highest
romantic years. The only thing that made me think
about my origins was my love for the sun and the
heat. But, I think, at that time, I was more
cerebral and political than emotional.
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Bernard
Bonnet's story:
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